i still feel that i'm still dreaming...things happened too fast and too complicated...emotions need to be changing fast till i can't even grasp what i'm feeling....i am quite drained...both physically (it's not easy to be going for 7 interviews in 4 days)...mentally strained (interview kills brain cells).....juz when i think i can breathe...i'm out of air again...there a need to manage so much uncertainty....there are so many questions to ask...and so many pple to seek advice...some say i am always lucky...but one only feel lucky when one has been unlucky before...it's like i can only understand and cherish happiness is after i've felt so down before...

 

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