hmmz...feeling rather down these days...confidence level continue to fall....maybe i'm juz too sensitive...maybe i think too much...maybe i take it too hard...but somethings that you all say hurts...i may look ok...i can still smile...but deep inside..it hurts...i swallowed my tears....i keep back my words....n i cannot forget what you've said...i take it to heart...to you..it may only be a casual remark...to me...it hits me hard on my face....it discourages me...it makes me less confident...it spoils my day...maybe..maybe...i'm juz lousy.....no..i i'm lousy...i know...dun need to say it again..