feel rather empty these days...mood has been quite down....sometimes i just dun feel like talking....haf been listen to the same songs for hours....thinking of what is really bothering me...thinking of how sad life is...how fragile life is....(dun say i pessimistic ok cos this is how my world runs)...

 

hmmz...juz heard what my dad tok abt the dogs...there's only one lonely one left...dad says the only door will follow him ard everyday..all the time....it must be very saddening to lose everyone at the same time....was still hoping tat the mother dog can stay behind...but it's so sick tat it can't even walk...my dad had to call spca again...there they come again...the sick dog was resting under one of the lorry...my dad called her name...it responded by shaking its tail weakly...in order to ensure that the dog comes out...like usual...my dad will haf to throw a small stone near the dog...the dog struggled out from under the lorry...wobbly legs...but insisted to walk towards my dad..collapsed just in front my dad...no matter how sick it was..it still tried its best to walk to my dad...it has been weeks..but this scene is still vividly flashing across my dad's mind...he said that seeing this scene makes him feel sad too...

 

i only managed to finish half of my meal after hearing this during dinner...