how's pa moulding me?....

...feeling not motivated eveyday....

...make me feel demoralised....

...make me measure my self-worth...

...cracking my mind to find new way to slack w/o being noticed...

...make me short temper...

...induce me grumble to a lot a lot to many pple...

...allow me how to figure out how to act busy when all i need to do is call 8 pple in 6-7 hrs when 99% chance is unreachable or voicemail

 

finally...to wonder how to survive 41 more days of such days...

 

....i can't wait for PA to end.....

 

i tot i would be in some HR department...i was in agency distribution...

i tot i would haf some interesting work to do...all i did was admin....to see it now...HR admin is even better then non-HR admin...

my table has been empty for a yr or so...so imagine the amt of dust it collected.....

i've no stationary at all...not even a paperclip can be found...

my mouse can't work at all...

my pc is not connected to the printer juz a few steps away but to the printer at the other end of the office...*the office is quite big*

when i open the drawers...i saw paper plates..plastic bowl......napkins..u want?..still haf fork n spoon too....

my asst manager gave me a task to make some calls...i keep noding my head..but ended wif...i dun haf a telephone on my table...

i'm a cheap labour...dun even feel like eating lunch..cos it seems ex....

 

sounds bad?...not totally...

 

my colleague found a spare mouse for me...

i get one of the perm staff to bring me get some stationary...

my supervisor is motherly...but she going on half mth leave soon...

she'll pass us to the asst manager...

n my asst manager turned out to my ex-executive's gd fren...we do go lunch tgt last time...the world is juz so small...

i'm the only one frm ntu in my dpt...

i dun keep numb...i tok to my spervisor...i told her to gif me some more HR related work to do...

as she also played a part as a HR personnel for her dpt...she said she would ask the asst manager to gif me HR admin work

 

i'm not motivated at all....

 

kind souls sld help to pray for all pple in PA..i may not be only or the worst one....thanks

 

tired.....muscle hurts from today's walking n yesterday badminton....my body has been resting for too long....

 

the sun was soarching hot..i mean it..i feel it burnin my feet today...but i still went to take photos...i've been waiting for a sunny afternoon..so it gave me a burning afternoon....

 

walked for 2 hrs non stop...took 197...n alighted some distance b4 outram....din took much photos...but i walked till i reach raffles...i just guess my way whenever i reach a junction...

 

but quite disappointed with the photos i took today...i only had one that i like....the face with the lock one...do drop by the photo album- photoshoot 757... =)