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April 21 my life...
1) i haf to miss lesson next wk cos my toe still hurts 2) can i handle my driving test with my condition now? 3) mr ang say he will still charge me for circuit if cannot find pple to take over 4) my toe begin to swell a bit le 5) the wound at my elbow is not healing v well 6) the new solution for the wound is much more pain then the new one 7) it seems like my parents are pressing me to get a job soon 8) it seems like they feel that i'm not trying to look for job at all 9) i can't go to my fav hangout place- grandma's house..cos i can't let her know that i injured myself...cannot make her worry 10) everyone ask me to stay at home...at certain time of the day..it juz feel so bad to have to stay at home all alone... 11) so many things that i need/want to do/go outside 12) no one is free now..it feels like disturbing others to whine to pple now... 13) looking down the msn list n hp list...it's hard to find someone to whine to is this enuff?...i still got more...thank you xy for opening up the cap for this bottle of feelings that i'm having now....
April 18 1st day after examsoh well..i started my morning by remembering the wrong time for driving...so he changed to this afternoon....so i went grandma's house instead....today's circuit...n dunno y i juz can't ctrl my biting pt today...after driving...i boaded a non air con bus 93...it's quite warm....at one moment i was msging ck n mum...the next moment...i was lying on the floor of eunos interchange....i juz alighting from the bus as usual...
oh well...as there is a slope at the alighting pt at eunos interchange....while alighting...i trip over the section pointed by the red arrow....i landed on the ground...i think i as unconsious for a few seconds...black out and i wasn't moving at all...after a short well..i begin hearing some voices asking if i'm alright...i saw a few unfamilar faces....one of them hold me up to a sitting position....i was still a bit giddy....the bus uncle came..he ask if i'm ok n if it's his fault..once i say dun worry it's not ur fault..he juz walked away....so nice of him...one of the kind stranger carried me to the seats near by..that is when i realised that the second toe on my left feet hurts so badly i can't walk well..i was limping...also...i realised a big cut on my right elbow (hi, new scar) so dirty and bleeding badly...another hao xin ren helped me ask where the nearest clinic is....the staion has one....soon..all the hao xin ren oso left le...i wanted to walk to the opposite end of the station to get to the clinic...but i realised that my toe hurts so badly that i can't walk for far...i sat down again after walking for a short distance.....
after calling mum n ck.....n drying my tears (i'm simply a cry baby..but i can't help it =s)...i struggled to the opp end of the station...the nurse at the counter gif a 'eewww' face when she saw my cut....but as a ctry tat needs to follow standard operating procedure...i need to reg...it was hard to get things out of my bad with a bleeding elbow...i can't even rmb what my hp no was when she asked me...after waiting for 1 patient..it was finally my turn....i can't help it but cry again when i tell the doc what happened....he wants to make sure that i din land with my head...but seriously..i'm not sure how i land...but looking at elbow..i sld haf landed there...he isn't sure if i did fractured/broke my toe...as the swell n other symptoms will only occur after a few days..(pls help me pray...i dun need another x-ray)....he pressed diferent parts of my feet n injured toe..to determine where did i hurt..the center part pain is killing me when he pressed it...he can only bandaged it with my third toe...he checked if i did hurt my back...arms...n leg...no major injury at those places...but when he saw my soiled jeans at knee area...he want me to roll it up...not so bad...left side witha big red patch...a little skin gone..right side has a big blue black...(welcome..join the other one that i just had 2 days ago)...
he asked...haf u had any injection that prevents inflammation（破伤风）? i said that i only had influenza injection yesterday....he washed my cut.....quite a few deep cuts...as the elbow is dirted by soil n dirt...he has to rub it hard to get rid of them...that is called to rub sand acorss the wound...i can only look down and say that it's still bearable...hmmz...n it's the 'diptheria,tentantus,pertussis' injection....my left hand was gone yesterday...now my right hand is gone too...(at least i've got one more thing written on the card that records vaccination schedule)....moment of injection is always not tat pain..it's the aftermath 'paralysed' feeling that i dun like...it cost quite some amount for the solutions....dressing n injection..but i guessed..these are the money that can't be saved...n i still haf to walk to the other side of the station to withdraw money...my poor toe...
i straggled to the road side to get a cab...but most were busy....n there is still a evil indian that juz walk down the road that i was standing at and hop up a cab earlier than me....long journey back....thinking of all my plans after exam...it seems like all has to be shoved to a later date...n hopefully...the toe will not be a hinderence of hk trip...maybe there's juz a price to pay to end exams earlier....
(if there is any spelling/ grammer mistake...pls forgive..i'm juz thinking and typing at the same time....while feeling the pain on my elbow...the weak right arm)
dun worry..i'm ok..n sorry mum, dad n ck to shock you pple n affect your evenings... April 10 new lovers.................April 02 it's time to change...i know tat you've been ard for long....there are times i feel that it's a must to bring you out everywhere i go....we travel ard singapore and even overseas...spent so much time tgt....i'm reallly proud of you for the things that you've done...at times..i feel so lost without you...
but..
time changes everything...as time pass..you changed..you're not as reliable as you were initially...there are times you juz disappoint me....i'm so sorry...but i've already been thinking about a few better ones....hmmmz...
so sld it be a Canon SLR or Nikon SLR?...
on no...i got new love....
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