After months of working, this is the first time i felt OMGIF (OMG, it's friday). There no tinge of TGIF except the urge to go off earlier and not continue to OT. It's hard for me to meet almost all my deadlines, i mean datelines. but i i've to admit, i felt so dead after i missed any datelines. There are just so many tasks on hand that i'm not sure where to start from. Prioritize? Does it mean by completing the most important thing (how to define most important? by dateline? difficulty?) first and leaving the rest undone? Does it mean by doing the most important things first and still do a bit for the other tasks?

 

now i'm just in this shit, i mean state where i've too many pending, work in progress tasks that (my big boss describe this as) i'm so tied up now (OT doesn't help much) as i'm confused, not organized, not managing my workload effectively. The only outcome that i've is more tasks that are pending, in progress and minimal are closed. This will have adverse impact of my work ability/performance if one's criteria of judging my ability/performance is task closed. I've not 'taste' much brainless administrative work since i start working. there is a must for me to think very hard to complete the tasks allocated to me. Initiatally, i was thinking of asking for a performance review for my work in these months. but i think i should give that i miss so that my morale and motivation will not be affected so much. =s

 

currently, i'm learning computing, formuating formulae(most i never knew it exist) in both word and excel. Requirement of task requires 150% concentration (can i skip all my meetings and forget all my other tasks?), 100% logic thinking (i end up formulating formulae in my mind when bathing, walking, on bus), 300% time (i'm doing and learning at the same time as it is so new and tedious). so.......

 

=if(and(who="zsz",ability="fast learner",skill="tasks management expert",skill="computing expert",concentration="150%",Logic="100%",Effectiveness="300%"),"meet datelines","meet deadlines")