....the life of a piscean: January, 2008

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January 27

i miss my life....

felt so homely when i went to the welfare home today....it seems such a long long time i've not felt tat way.....guessed my life is juz less colourful without volunteering....miss the good old days in interact club n VM....the weekly visits...the kids' world..to think abt it...even the SPCA event....though tough and tiring at times...the kind of happiness i recieved from volunteering can never be replaced by anything...these things keep my life complete...

feeling so far from nature too....i miss the greens....i miss the sea....i miss the moutains...i miss the pretty flowers and the birds chirping....i miss beautiful sunsets that will always bring a smile on my face...

my camera has been resting too...i miss the days tat i can juz go out n shoot photos...i miss the days that inspiration juz come by...

i miss the times that things juz seem simpler...and time juz seem longer....i miss my life....

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January 18

harsh reality

these days, i've been getting insults from some pple. be it intentionally or unintenionally, it doesn't feel gd. i don't confront those who insulted me but these just set my mind thinking if i'm really that lousy. *sigh* sad to say, i guessed they're rite, i'm juz lousy. i admit. it seems like these insults are both valid and reliable. validity: the ending evaluation and results show that it's true. reliability: more than 1 person confirmed the same thing. affirmation. i just have to swollow everything and move one. cos, that is life. face it.

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January 16

wk 2...

oh well....it's the 2nd wk of sch...nono..it's only the 2nd wk of sch...n it feels juz like the sem is already ending...looking at the quizzes/assignments/reports due everywk..i swear...for what that i know...there's at least 1 thing due a wk...except recess wk....n in a number of wonderful wks..there's surely more than 1 thing due....i guess there are still some unknown ones waiting for me....

much that i want to love sch for the last sem..i juz can't help to hate it....haha......

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January 05

how to remove sway-ness?

any gd mtd to remove swayness?...pass it to someone?....go temple and pray?....bear with it till the the sway period is gone?....haha.....

sz symptoms of swayness

having cuts here and there: due to bumping onto e.g.living room's table, hawer center's chairs, kitchen's chair...n any other object that can gif me blue black and cuts...
having the same sway things happened twice: when i reg for sub....i can't get the slot that i want for my core again...this is the 2nd time...is there a saying that bad things dun happen once??
what is the probability that you can find someone to swope ur core sub slot with? i tot i was lucky...i really found someone to swope with....after trying N times to use the e-swope....there is still an error msg to show that the swope is not successful. thinking that the admin office can help, i called them them...SAO studied the whole situation, n helped me to do the swope again....they are as puzzled as me....y can't i swope...then she said: i think you sld sld call nbs for help....after a long long converstaion...nbs side said: maybe it's cos........i was so suprised by the word maybe...oh gosh....u dun even know it...how wld i know....so i concluded that it's fate that i cannot get what i want....
exams results is bad...i'm still 0.01 away....so near....yet so far.....a safe difference...or a very crucial and unsafe one.......sld i be happy or sad...
the release of electives was a shock again....firstly....i get my 2nd choice instead of my first choice (my photog dream is juz smashed up)....timetable screwed again....
secondly....i tot i was lucky to ge this --> GV11....however exam date 17-APR-08 1700 1900 ...looks so familar....the time is bad when it starts at 5...but the worst nightmare is....my driving prac...

ResAsmblyID SesDate SesNo Status
PTTOYOTA1.5 17/Apr/2008 09 (16:30- 17:15) Confirmed

17 apr is already bad....i tot i cld rush btwn places...but the time juz doesn't give me a chace to do so.....n the next avaliable test date is in june...izzit a must to learn drving for 1 yr....maybe...for me..it's juz a must...
what else is still coming up for me?...come push me down again.....it's juz fate...i guess...

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